its all Guava baby

Robert Miles, Children. Need I say more. If you don't know what I'm talking about google it. For those of you who do know, this was the 1st song I fell in love with. I became obsessed with the electronic beats. Thus began my love of house music. Somewhere deep inside me is a little guidette fist pumping away. Probably Snooki size. I love house music more than most people know. Next to watching Matlock, its my favorite thing to do. (Confusing image isn't it? lol)


There are other things about myself that most people don't know. Not creepy dark secrets but little normal things. For instance, I keep a leash in my car in the event I see a lost dog I can bring him or her home. (Yeah I'm nice like that) I can only clean while listening to Spanish music. I know how to Salsa and scrub the toilet at the same time while making rice. (okay its microwaveable rice but nonetheless its still rice) Talent. BOOM!.


I always make the sign of the cross when passing a Church, cemetery,ambulances, firetrucks and police cars. When I stop short I stretch my arm across my passenger in the event they are pushed forward. I realize I come across tough and hard, but under that exterior is just a girl. More normal and day to day than people tend to think. I wear makeup, love shoes, have tons of accessories and bags. There is something about the comfort of sweats though that always seems to win when the getting dressed decision is occurring.



I'm a nerd at heart. I read everyday and love finding new books. I keep every book I get, I can never go to the library because once I fall in love with it I re-read it all the time. I still have the 1st book I fell in love with and I read it at least once a year. I cry at any sad move involving animals. I was quite a site during Eight Below and Hachi. I will only watch these movies alone because I will not be ridiculed when I am already in deep emotional distress. Whenever that commercial comes on for the ASPCA with Sarah Mclauchlan's song I immediately change the channel. Too hardcore for me. I have an image to uphold here people.





I am a fierce protector for the people I love. Try and harm my loved ones and your done bro. I may not win but I'll fight to the best ability I have, whether that means verbally attacking you or running you over in my car. Just saying. Loyalty is precious to me. Not many people have it anymore, which is sad, but I hold it dear. Anyone who really knows me totally understands this. For people to who don't or haven't taken the time to look past what I may seem like, your loss.



I love warmth and closeness even though I generally keep people at arms length. I am bruised but not broken. I've had my share of heartaches and losses and I'm sure more are to come but I look forward to whatever happiness and goodness will come as well. Things happen for a reason and I don't think we are meant to deal with anything we can't handle. I don't mean to get all Yoda on your ass but you know what I'm talking about.



Let me close with the real important stuff. My favorite candy is Snickers, I love blue ice-pops, Malta is the shit, red is my favorite color and I love sculptures of elephants. So if you happen to ever come across these items hit a lady up.



Till next time my little monsters...Yeah thats right, she stole it from ME!